Reborn

 

Thanks for showing me there is a light inside all of this darkness. You brought someone back that is so unfamiliar…yet it’s without question who I am at my core.

Kelly, thank you. You are my heart.

reborn

The chord of my heart

A heart reborn thirsts for more

You have stolen mine

I place it with you

This song, something forever

I am forever yours

Eyes locked together

Body language saying all

We are meant to be

It’s just you and me

And what we want to occur

Ready to live again

Journey Narration

journey

Journey

This is the first piece of audio narration I’m throwing up online. I have a long way to go, learning Adobe Audition effects/edit techniques is a challenge. A friend has said I need to edit the amount of times I reference the location for this story, and I agree 🙂

But for right now, it’s a place to start and a step toward something new. Audio file below:

 

 

Poison

poison

Poison

I can feel the anger
It seethes inside my bones
It fixates my interest
When I am all alone

I can feel tension
It spreads across my skin
Tasting life’s impurities
Originating sin

A grin begins to surface
It spreads across my face
As my eyes mislead lies
Will you have a taste?

I will take your interest
And poison with a sound
As words shadow hope
Care’s left here broken

Alone, and bound.

Image from: http://psion005.deviantart.com/art/This-Poisoned-Heart-Of-Mine-108813005

Voice

voice

Voice

Inside’s a coat of hate
A list of broken fate
Cast out from my eyes
Across a dreamy slate

Steps slow and cold
Cares that slowly fold
Inside each desire
A shadow there to hold

I’m broken in the mirror
Thoughts becoming clear

Tears can tell a tale
Hopes hanging by a nail
Lost in this abyss
Needs are turning stale

I need a way to stand
Pain has stained my hands
Never looking back
It’s one step without a plan

A crack inside the wall
The cover to my fall
This moment casts a gloom
Stumbling, I crawl

A shade inside the seam
A ghost becomes a fiend
Looking through the mess
Echoes by a final scream

A scream that echoes silent
Something everyone can hear

Image from: http://www.cinemablend.com/games/Here-What-Overwatch-Heroes-Would-Look-Like-Dark-Souls-Bosses-140517.html

Buried Beneath Today

Buried Beneath Today

buried beneath today

Bound, I’m incomplete
Hope is at my feet
Eyes a tear of time
Hungry for some sleep

Inside’s a throb of pain
Life isn’t the same
Every passing moment
I sign off with my name

Time is bare of thought
Endless pain, I caught
Every breath I take
Laced by times forgot

Words a splinter’s point
Reaching for a way
As my hope is torn
Buried beneath today

Image originally from here

As Love and Hate Collide

As Love and Hate Collide

A shard inside my heart
Snared, it breaks apart
Try to sew the wounds
Pain prevents a start

I try to find my breath
Finding nothing left
As I close my eyes
Feeling for my chest

A beat that’s underneath
Strangled, incomplete
Reaching for a home
Starving with a need

Stories carved inside
Pain that i hide
I watch the world spin
As love and hate collide

The World I Once Knew

The World I Once Knew

world i once knew

The World I Once Knew is a poem about how we grow and eventually look back and wonder, how has the world changed? This is another written back in 2014, bringing all poetry back to life.

The wind chimes of the night
Played a melody inside
Caressing all the broken hopes
That lost their breath in stride
I tried to keep the demons in
They traced along my skin
With every scar, a lace of time
That celebrated sin

The pain inside became invoked
Each second wearing thin
The ticks of time became a mesh
Of light that slowly dimmed

Breathless and left incomplete
My heart chained to the floor
I’d push to last another day
But I can’t take much more

I’ve whispered prayer to myself
I’ve told the biggest lie
As my heart began to fade
I watched it slowly die

When it lost its core of need
Wound surfaced on the skin
And as I watched it slowly bleed
I watched the world spin

In the moment of last grasp
Left beaten, black, and blue
I watched the world slowly fade
The world I once knew

Past Tense

Past Tense

past tense

Past Tense is a poem that I wrote back in 2014. I’m going to leave it as is, I’ve grown as a writer since then, but for the sake of originality, as-is.

These breaths are lifeless
These eyes are damned
Don’t have the strength,
Or will to stand

Fault lines my mind
A mix of time
With all the answers
I couldn’t find

Stretched with the need to find tomorrow

With chains that drag on broken ground
A voice that’s void of human sound
Look yourself dead in the eye
Fight when life’s a withered sigh

Each day begins with a doubt
What can we live with, and without

Face the demons deep inside
A smile of mischief
And pain to hide
Grip them up, wish them well
And send them packing, back to hell

A soul that’s broken with a hole
Heals with the strings of self-control

Swallow grief, bend with will
Never give up on tomorrow
As hopes are thin, pain is full
All thoughts are bathed in sorrow

It’s the need to see
The sense for more
Admission that inside is sore

It’s the moment you choose to live again
That everything else becomes the past

Gone

Gone

Breathless
Loss adrift
Forsaken
Broken bliss

Mistaken
Lost inside
Aching
Yet alive

Freezing
Cold ensnares
Breathing
Empty air

Drowning
Incomplete
Leaning
In defeat

Holding
Empty still
Falling
Without will

Touching
Fade away
Gone
Now, today

Bloom

Bloom

The twilight of thought
Clouded by judgment
The inevitable becoming
As ghosts fade to nothing

Yesterdays past-tense

Recycled mistakes
Scars strain the mind
A smile filled with emptiness
Crafts the eyes of all forgotten

Words coiled with deceit
A victimless step
As horizons become stale
Hopes struggle to survive

Destiny takes off its mask

A taste that tenses inside
Reminding of familiar things
Pride once worn on the sleeve
Wears down to shame moments later

Steps mimic the hollow
Aftermath of exhaustion
Carving stories in the rain
Tears blend in nature’s promise

Dark skies tranquil kiss

Guided by instinct
These eyes may have no home
This heart may lay empty
The fire inside is very alive

The bloom of a new moon
Carries the whisper of unknown
A gentle, calm reminder

This fire may last forever